.: Music :. gomenasai by t.A.T.u
.: Mood :. down down down

fiuhh...

i thought that they were really really my frens...where i can share all of my troubles...a frens to laugh with...a frens to care for...but i was really really wrong

yea...this's not the 1st time they did the same thing for me. but it's more than once. first i thought that this was OK, they trying to make me be a BETTER me. twice...third...fourth...then i recognize that they are really trying to CHANGE all of my personality...yes,they are...

they always speak ill of me at the back...u know..but i cant call them backstabber...they're my frend...my lovely fren...i love them...but WHY?

they never be with me when i havin a problem...they never care...they never hear me share...they never...but I? when they havin a problem and they wanna share with someone...i always there for them. i help them to solve their problem...i do CARE for them...

then WHY? i just wanna ask WHY? why always me? why ME?? what have i done to you all??

im sorry...im sorry if i've done something wrong...i apologize...but why...why u never try to listen to me? why do you all never be THERE when i need u all...?? why, please???

...im tired..im tired...im really tired for being a someone u guys always want me to be...please...please let me be myself...please

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gomenasai till the end..i never needed a friend...like i do now

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sorry

.:Music:. any Jay Chou song..^__^
.:Mood:. hePie~!!!! actuaLLy

hey hey hey~!!!
hePie chiNese nu yeaR foR all of u who are cHinese...!!! may we be bless on this yeaR~..!!

soRRy..havent post any pics , header , proFiLe , eTc.. didnt have a lot of time to oNLine..soRRy...~ i'll upDate as soon as possibLe..-_-"
hoPe u doNt miNd..soRRy..

hMpphh..i CHANGED my mindd...

NEW ANNOUNCEMENT

I WILL POST J-ARTIST PHOTOS , NEWS , ARTICLES , ETC . BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT TRY TO STEAL IT. I APPRECIATE YOUR KINDNESS.

he5..jaPan is my 'souLmate'..xD~...cant live without it..haHa...!!!

bTw, iM sLeepy noww..wanna go to sLeep..!!! i wanna wake up early tomorrow so that i caN go to my fRen's houSe and get some angPao~!!! ha5...

buBye~...

.:Music:. friend or FOE by t.A.T.u
.:Mood:. hePie..tHink so..

heyy..im eRu from http://japanfreak.blogdrive.com
since now, i'll moved to this blog..i'll make some announcement

ANNOUNCEMENT

I WILL NOT POST ANY J-ARTIST JUST LIKE BEFORE ^AT J-FREAK^ . I WILL ONLY WRITE MY DAILY ACTIVITIES, ONLY MY ORDINARY DAILY ONLINE DIARY. IM LAZY TO WRITE A HANDWRITING DIARY , I THINK A BLOG IS MORE USEFUL. THANKS.

i'll write later..bubye